My insomnia today is at its worst. I believe the root cause is my consumption of food, or lack there of. I have a fear that I will faint later on throughout the day, but lets hope not. This is my first week back at Uni. and I don't know how to feel about it. I am excited to continue my studies, though I want to begin working on expanding my resume by joining out of school organizations/programs. We'll see how things pan out for now.
I have felt very disconnected with the people around me recently. Not sure if its a seasonal mood shift, or something inherently bothering me that I am not yet aware of. A strong feeling of being behind at my age is what's probably bothering me to be honest. I don't think the people I am surrounded by help much with that, its not what I want anymore. I shouldn't be too harsh on them, afterall life moves differently for everyone.